Updates on All Things

• The marvel that is SLEEP.  I slept 9 hrs Friday night, about 9.5 Saturday night, and last night spent 10 hours IN BED, though Tiny Boy managed to wake me more times than I want to count, but probably 8 of that was spent actually sleeping.  If I didn't have a cold, I might actually feel good.
• My doctor's new plan (in lieu of Ambien and Restoril) is putting me on Xanax, with the understanding that I will not use it frequently.  I am not sure how I feel about this.  But I need a drug that is relatively fast acting and can be taken in the middle of the night without a great likelihood of a huge drug hangover the next day.  She said Xanax is the closest thing.  I don't like that I need something like this, but, really, the waking at 2:00 or 3:00 am and not going back to sleep is killing me, and it's happened A LOT in the last few weeks.   
• We have not nursed in, I think, just over a week.  He asked for it once.  I said, sorry no more milk in there, can I get you a bottle?  and that was just fine with him.  AMEN.
• Work is going okay.  I got caught up over the weekend at my mom's, at least with the class stuff.
• Still have not talked to Dr. Gorgeous, who has now called me twice, at really bad times.  I will be driving down the Highway of All Things Infertility and maybe I will stop in.  Then again, I don't know.  The more I think about these embryos the ickier I feel about it.  I think I'm ovulating.  I'm sure I shouldn't make decisions under the influence of estrogen.
• I think that's all.  Bed time.