Apparently this pregnant/not-pregnant limbo state doesn't get easier, even after a full 11.5 weeks of it with #1.
I mean, technically I am. Physically, I am. Hormonally, I am. Mentally, I'm trying to think of this pregnancy as an annoying lump of cells standing between me and my next cycle, not the baby that could have been. Yeah, that's not working out so well.
I had to bring pretzels and water to my colleague's memorial service, because I was worried I might pass out or throw up. Good times.
How can I move forward when my body isn't yet letting me?
Sending you many hugs. Hope your body will let you move forward as quick as possible.
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