A Whiny Post

It's 8dpo~I have a sore throat and head cold~I don't think I'm pregnant~I want my beta to be over and done with so I can move on to the next thing~I don't want to move on to the next thing~I want to be pregnant NOW~I'm tired of ttc~I don't want to spend my summer obsessing about the state of my ovaries~I need to start estradiol again~That will make me feel even worse~It's rainy outside~I can't focus~I don't want to do anything this afternoon~I feel like I should do something this afternoon~I can't spend an entire summer like this~Grrr