Things I Am Stressing About

1. This cycle quite possibly being a no-go due to the Sunday factor.
2. This cycle working and ending in beta hell.
3. This cyle working and ending in a later m/c.
4. This cycle not working and needing to move to IVF.
5. Paying for IVF.
6. Scheduling IVF around other aspects of life.
7. Lots of needles (pretty low on the list, but still).
8. Lots of rain (will LG's window leak again?)
9. All the work that should be done on my house.
10. The elusive book contract. (Please, marvelous feminist press, take my book!)

That's just the top ten. I woke up with the headache this morning; that's never a good sign. I think it might be worth finding $60 to have a massage.

Updated to add: I have now forbidden myself to Google anything about IVF, Ganirelix, or MTHFR. I am not going to think about IVF until I'm in the 2ww for this cycle. Left ovary is getting surly; still hoping for IUI #6 on Saturday or Monday. Taking life a minute at a time--and now I'm calling the massage therapist.