The baby lust...it does not seem to be going away and I don't know what to do with it.
And the particular shape it takes has very little to do with the embryos in cold storage.
I want the miracle pregnancy from plain old sex.
I don't think this means that I want another child. I don't.
I want the normal easy pregnancy I never had. And I want a new baby.
I wonder if it's just I want SOMETHING and the only shape I know to inhabit desire is a baby.
Maybe what I actually need is to go on a date. hmmm.
And the particular shape it takes has very little to do with the embryos in cold storage.
I want the miracle pregnancy from plain old sex.
I don't think this means that I want another child. I don't.
I want the normal easy pregnancy I never had. And I want a new baby.
I wonder if it's just I want SOMETHING and the only shape I know to inhabit desire is a baby.
Maybe what I actually need is to go on a date. hmmm.
"I wonder if it's just I want SOMETHING and the only shape I know to inhabit desire is a baby."
ReplyDeleteThat (especially the last half) may be the single smartest sentence ever written.