I'm Ganirelix-ed again, in the desperate attempt to get two follicles in the mature range. Today I had one at 16 (on the *right* of all places) and one at 10; Dr. Gorgeous is trying to buy two more days, for IUI on Sat. June-fucking-fifth.
Will someone please explain how it is that on a mostly unstimulated cycle I came this close to having three, and on a completely jacked-up Estrace/Femara/Follistim combo I will in all likelihood have one. Have I mentioned that I can do that completely on my own?
Why is it that my ovaries seem to listen to every bad possibility Dr. Gorgeous mentions? It's like the speech act theory of reproductive endocrinology. She pronounces, and it is so.
I'm crushed. Sigh.
Ah Gwinne, I'm so sorry. This just seems to be one disappointing response after another and I can't even imagine how disappointed you must be feeling. Thinking of you, hoping for that "one perfect egg" and wishing this were easier.
ReplyDeleteOh shit. I'm really sorry that your body is continuing to respond to the worst case scenarios. I wish there was something I could say that makes it easier, but know that we are thinking about you.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that your ovaries don't want to cooperate. Hoping that this one egg is all you'll need.
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