1. Despite the breasts and the wicked high temps, negative HPT (10dpo).
2. My AMH level came back low. The nurse told me "low/normal," but it's .5, and that's pretty fucking bad. Of course, this is the same nurse that told me my hcg level was "a little low" last year when it was less than half what it should have been.
The more necessary donor egg seems the less I want to do it. Fuck.
Um, 10dpo is still WAAAAYYYYY early - at least for me. I never get even the faintest line - even with 2 implanting - until at least 13 or 14dpo. I know everyone's different, and I hate it when people blow smoke at me, but all I'm saying is don't start in with the vodka just yet. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteDon't worry...staying off the vodka and on the promtrium/lovenox cocktail until beta. But I've gotten a postive HPT with a beta of 17 before, so I'm thinking if there's anything worth having in there, it would be positive by now. I'd be happy to be wrong...but I don't see it happening.
ReplyDeleteYes, 10 days is really early. I get your point though, and it is really hard not to think that your body should get pregnant the same way. But everyone says that's not the case. So I suggest making that post-BFN make-yourself-feel-better list, but don't entirely believe it yet.
ReplyDeletedid you trigger with Hcg? shouldn't that at least show up on an HPT 10 days after the fact? Maybe there is something wrong with the HPT?
InB, nope. The ovidrel's been out of my system since 6dpo, or earlier (I used an OPK to check).
ReplyDeleteReally, I'll be thrilled to eat my words on Thurs. But the only time I've ever been wrong based on early testing I had a nonviable pg. If that's my future, I'll take the negative.
Crap. I'm sorry. I know what you mean about the HPT's. When it was positive, it showed up at 9dpo for me, and no amount of encouragement would lift my spirits when it was negative. You know your uterus and its wily ways.
ReplyDeleteIf I had any vodka, I'd drink it for you. Probably not good to mix it with prometrium.
Here's hoping for you. I just got a BFN this morning (11dpo), but AF isn't due until Friday, so who knows. Hang in there, woman.
ReplyDeleteBest wishes MTB.
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