What The Fuck

Really, I shouldn't need to say any more than the title.

Still not bleeding. 7, yes, 7 days after coming off the pill/estrace.

According to the nurse, who was quoting an email from Dr. Gorgeous, I will bleed, wait it out, my lining will be adequate even with fewer days on estrogen. (That last bit I don't doubt, as I suspected all along there were too many days of estrogen on my original calendar.)

But if there's no theory as to why I'm not having a withdrawal bleed, I see no reason to trust that it will happen any time soon. And do I really want the donor starting stims if I haven't started bleeding yet?

Does anyone else see the radical irony in the fact that even after I've completely given up to my body, it's still my body that's holding me back?

I'm going crazy here.

p.s. If anyone knows of any herbs, teas, medications, magic potions, or charms to bring on a period, send them my way. I'm this close to making an executive decision to up my own lupron dose and see if that has any effect...