Well, I'm not. And that's despite the yoga and deep breathing and herbal tea and walking around the neighborhood and all my other tricks. The weird thing is that it's not a typical, head-spinning kind of stress. Honestly, I'm done reading. I'm done analyzing. I called, I got an answer, I have a plan. My mind is calm and clear. But right now my body is in heart-racing, high-blood-pressure overdrive, and I can't seem to stop it. Is it the pill? Is it DHEA? Is it CoQ10?
I'm going to watch Sex and the City (courtesy of Netflix) and see if that does any good. Because right now downward facing dog is just not doing it...
time for a glass of wine?
ReplyDeleteI totally know that feeling... and it makes me anxious just thinking about how you are feeling! I'm so sorry.