When I finally talked to the nurse about my calendar last week, I threatened to cancel the cycle if Dr. Gorgeous didn't do some more tinkering (way too close to my first [botched] IVF for comfort). She tinkered.
Now I'm wondering (Thursday is the point of no return) if things wouldn't go better the way she originally had them.
I think I'll call tomorrow.
The second guessing stuff is so freaking hard. I threw a minor freak-out right before going into the last IVF cycle b/c the doctor prescribed a different set of drugs than the time before. But the problem was that I'd bought all the drugs for the time before but then it was canceled due to cysts, so I still had all of the drugs. No way I could really afford to throw $5,000 worth of drugs down the drain. So we stuck with the original plan. To this day I wonder if we would have gotten more follicles under the "new" plan that I didn't follow. Bad feeling. Definitely call Dr. G tomorrow. That'll help.
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