IVF Kitten is very cute, but he isn't a baby. (Well, technically he IS, but you know what I mean.)
I'm starting another school year in the state known as not pregnant.
And whatever sadness I'm feeling in my head is compounded by the estrogen/progesterone plummet that will bring on cd 1, probably tomorrow.
It's not the best decision I've made, but I broke into my drug stash tonight. Without The Headache. I just need to sleep. The only night this week I slept more than 4 hours was Thursday.
My life is good. But it's not enough.
I hear you. Hang in there. I hope the drugs helped you sleep tonight.
ReplyDeleteThanks! I was out from 10:30 until LG woke me at 7:20. I totally needed that!
ReplyDeleteMy dear, I sadly got nothing to offer you in the how to get pregnant outside of IVF department. Man, I wish I did.
ReplyDeleteLets squelch that expecting a negative beta. Got it? Why shouldn't it work?
You gotta play the positive game and eat so much pineapple you hate the state of HI.
Best wishes.