A Girl Can Drive Herself Crazy Like This

Reasons I believe I might be pregnant:

• That whole temperature thing (though I haven't checked today).
• Low progesterone (counterintuitive, I know, but my sky-high P4 levels have never corresponded with pregnancy and the low-ish ones have).
• The fact that I'd rather die than eat milk or wheat products, and these are my usual vices.
• I'm drinking a lot of filtered tap water; other cycles I'd rather have the fizzy stuff with juice.
• The HEADACHE returned last night with a vengeance. I am not on estrogen this time. I usually get hormone headaches after my period starts, not several days before. I was really headachey with LG, starting around 8dpo.
• The dreams. Oh, the dreams.

Reasons I believe I'm probably not pregnant:

• I can still tolerate coffee and nothing else tastes weird (this has always been my first symptom, beginning at implantation).
• I want it too much.
• I think I was destined to do IVF from the start, given that I got my positive HPT with LG the day after my IVF consult.

Please note: the fact that there are more on the pregnant list than the not-pregnant list does not mean I believe that this is more likely to work. I'm not testing until tomorrow. And I'm not expecting anything but more bad news and the need to figure out my insurance coverage for drugs and whether I can pay for IVF without calling my uncle (he handles my investments) to explain why I need a lot of money. Now THAT would be a fun conversation.