Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Welcome to the Bad Place

That whole thing about how I can choose to face the reality of my infertility with grace and calm?

Fuck that.

Welcome to my world. It is an angry, unhappy place.

But at least I get to go to acupuncture today.

6 comments:

  1. I'm sorry you are in a bad place. I hope that turns around for you very quickly. And forgive my ignorance but why would you have to wait another cycle? Do you have to wait to take BCPs? I don't get it.

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  2. I'm sorry that things suck so much right now. Enjoy acupuncture and take care of yourself.

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  3. My E2 level and lining are nowhere near baseline. So either I skip the cycle and wait for this to resolve on its own, or I go on the pill or something. I'm waiting to hear back from Dr. G on her preference.

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  4. Gotcha. I hope she lets you go on the pill or do whatever you can to move forward this month. I know how much you don't want to wait and I don't blame you!

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  5. How irritating. I hope your stay in the Bad Place is a short one. I've been there, and you're right, it's Bad.

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  6. Thanks for your good wishes. I'm benched, at least for the next three weeks. Don't expect to hear much from me. I'm just... defeated. The past five months since the miscarriage...a nightmare I wish I could erase.

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