How bad is it that I just scheduled an appointment with Dr. Gorgeous for the Thursday of finals week, which is the exact same day that I met with her in 2008 (for an initial consult) and 2009 (for the WTF post-bleeding/chem pg/I'm taking-the-winter-off chat)? Not to mention the fact that I've been seeing her basically once a month since July.
It appears that I am a needy patient. It also appears that I plan to have made a decision on donor egg at that point.
Happy birthday to me. Sigh.
Today is your birthday?! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! It is good that you set up an apt with Dr. Gorgeous -- perhaps on some level you have made up your mind on what to do next. That will be a good way to end the semester, starting off on the next adventure...
ReplyDeleteHey, Happy Birthday, Gwinne!
ReplyDeleteKind of exciting to have a decision date? or do you feel ambivalent or not sure? I don't think you're a needy patient, it sounds like Dr. G really likes you. or maybe you are joking. sometimes blogs (and emails) are hard to read the tone. :)
Anyway, sending good wishes to you on your special day. I hope the next couple weeks bring you clarity and peace of mind.
Thanks, you two.
ReplyDeleteKristina, I'm sure I'll go back and forth many more times about this decision, and I don't ever expect to feel good about it. But I want to deal with as much as I can pre-emptively...
Not sure what Dr. G feels about me, but it's definitely not *dislike*! Email's not her thing, or some of these questions could be handled without going in.