Friday, March 25, 2011

Helpless

I've been mostly okay this afternoon because I've assumed this pregnancy was over since Wednesday.

But really, Dr. G is right, it's not over.

There is an embryo in my body. Dying. And I can't do a fucking thing about it.

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  1. Damn it this is so wrong...all we want is to have a child - how could such a normal and healthy desire lead to such fucked up torture as this? Gwinne, I wish I could do SOMETHING more than rage against the universe on your behalf. Hang in there.
    Love,
    Maddy

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  2. sending love... lots of love...

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  3. You are on my mind. I hold you in a special place. We have so much in common. Dont think I dont know how easily our roles could have been reversed.

    Thank you for being strong and sharing hopefulness for my results. I know it hurts. I have been on the other side more than I have this side.

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  4. Ah god, my heart just hurts for you and what you're going through. So sorry. So much wishing things were different. Wishing for a miracle, wishing none of this was necessary.

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  5. Gwinne, I am crying with you.. this is such a sad post. I'm thinking of you and praying that you get your internal strength back.

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  6. Gawd, I was soo wishing that this was turning out different for you. I'm saying a prayer that this ends peacefully and soon for you!

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